Day out of schedule

Today I took a personal day - we are allowed to take ten, I have already had two cos I got sick earlier in the term. Anyway, was just feeling so burnt out and it was nice to sleep in and then have a long hot shower. By midday, I felt a burden to go to the prayer room and pray for my family. I walked in and it was packed, so it was hard to find a seat. I finally decided on the very front row next to Brooke. I dropped to my knees and once again, the Lord met me there.

His presence overwhelmed me as I sobbed for over an hour and interceded and prayed for everything making my heart heavy, mainly my family. I love them so much and so desperately want to see them set free. I felt really self-conscious up the front as I knew there were lots of people looking at me, but I just felt I was meant to be there. I don't know why Jesus likes to kneel at the front of the room in front of me while I am a wreck. I just know He does and He loves me and has time to listen to my prayers. He promised that He will perfect ALL that concerns me and that those who sow in tears will reap in joy.