Heart breaking

Today I drove up to Juliet's house to get a script off her and I saw my beautiful little niece and nephew. When I went to leave Angel started crying and getting all upset, putting her face in the couch and pounding her little fists. Julz told me she cried for 30 minutes after I left. Apparently, she does that each time I leave her home. She doesn't do that when anyone else leaves, but I guess I did go away for three months. So I am really touched that she obviously loves me so much and enjoys spending time with me, but really gutted that she thinks I may not come back. Oh, how do I explain things to a two year old.

Back in Oz

So back in Autumn I signed up for a six month adventure, which included going overseas to live in Mexico for three months. That adventure has now ended and I have been back for just over two weeks! Nice to be back home, but I feel kind of weird and unsettled, not sure what God has in mind for my future. Who knows what lies just around the corner.

My laptop died on the way to Mexico, so I was unable to go on the Internet as much as I wanted to. I cam home and was so frustrated I bought a new Macbook, which is what everyone seems to have these days. Today I rang up 3, the Internet company I have had a mobile broadband internet account with and they managed to talk me through changing the settings on my new computer to get the stick to work on this laptop. Woooo hoo, so I finally have wireless at home again. Praise the Lord.

Since I've been back, I realise my heart has been broken repetitively in Mexico and I keep having flashbacks of hurting and broken people we ministered to in Mexico. I feel like I have had heart surgery and Ps Judy suggested I might need a month to recover. No one else seems to be going through what I am, but I think it's because I was so burdened to pray and intercede while I was there and I threw myself into it whole-heartedly each day.

So glad to see my big boofy Marshall again. He had a lot to say to me when I first went to see him after being away for so long :-)