Sad

Feeling rather gutted tonight. I keep getting the most awful emails from Julz and mum. I have prayed for them so much since i've been here, yet the contents of their emails are so incredibly discouraging and negative :-( Oh why must everything become so dark before the light comes? I know breakthrough is coming though. It has to be with all these prayers and because I know God is so faithful. He will never disappoint us.