Pure heart

So we had our first session of "Pure Heart" tonight - another hidden surprise in the internship package. I got put in a girl called Hurley's group. She is 31, single and really pretty. Everyone seems really quite broken, except maybe one chick Joni, whose parents are missionaries. I like her best, don't really know why.

Feeling really lonely in this new city and lifestyle. I'm just craving friendships and don't really know how or where to start. Just feel so alone. I blurted out my testimony and it actually felt quite good to get it out in front of the six chicks in my group. None are in my home group and so they are all new. Not feeling as great about sharing it with my home group. I just don't feel like i've bonded with anyone and i'm started to feel like our leader is really insensitive. Not sure how i am going to get through these six months. If I make it to three months it will be a miracle.

For some reason God has sent me to the other end of the earth and here I am, waiting to see why.